Big Picture

“What is your ‘plan’?”

I don’t really have one.

I’m okay with plans changing as long as they aren’t changing in a way that leads me to a direction that the essence of who I am doesn’t want to ever be moving towards. I’m okay with them changing with the subtle shifts in me.

I’d like to travel.
On a shoe string budget is okay too, as long as I get to see the world.

I’d like to teach
because I like being with kids. I thought I hated them but I was wrong. Children are cruel but children are honest in ways adults can’t be. There are no pretensions  there are no elaborate lies. There is an almost spiritual kind of transparency in the interactions you have with them and they are always an experience.

I’d really like to travel.

I’d like to meet different kinds of people. People who are old and young, people who are old souls, jaded souls, happy people, misunderstood people, beautiful people, beautiful people who are ugly, ugly people who are beautiful. I like people. People are fascinating. I want to have crazy adventures and meaningful relationships, I want to fall in love; with you, with the places I’d visit with you and the places I’d visit all alone. I want to fall in love with me.
I want to get lost
In crowds in cities where I don’t speak the language, in cities that are so different from this warm neon world of glitter and pain.
I want to do something that makes me happy, even if it is the kind of life other people think isn’t the type to make anyone happy, even if it is difficult.
I want to be happy.

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